rest in peace

R.I.P.  Robin Williams

Beach

Beach is my favorite thing :)

Insecurities...

Don't know why but I always hated my nose, it's too long :( ...
I already have very big eyes and thick mouth, so that big thing really makes my features look so heavy.

Remember this pic?

I should stop giving my time, energy and emotions to someone who showed me no love or respect,
I did all I could to please you, to be kind and patient, but all you did was hurting.
Don't even know how I could bear with this, I guess it's because when you're really in love you're able to forgive anything...
All this hurting is not healthy for me, this must end.
Good bye.
PS: Thank you for letting me experience this 'cause now I'll be able to recognize people like youAnd avoid them before it's too late...

Sometimes I would like to escape, take the first flight for a place I don't know, the furthest it is the better I'd feel, and stay there in peace for a while.
New faces, new places, new things to see... And let go all these worries and all these thoughts away.
I need to start a new life and to forget some painful things about the past, some disappointments, some mistakes that are haunting me and making me feel like there's no way to free myself of, because it's too late.
I think some bruises in my heart will never fade, but I hope that one day I'll be able to look at them, remember and think "I've been through this, but I fought to go ahead and I did it"...
Yeah... Life goes on but it takes so much time to be a survivor.
I hope I will see you someday, hug you and feel you close again, I miss you so much, I think of you every night, when I say a prayer, hoping you're hearing me from above.
Some nights I imagine you holding my hands and telling me not to cry because you're always here to protect me.
The more I think about it, the more I realize I'm scared of my weaknesses...

Throwback

2012, Throwback

Where I live it's very rare to see the snow, winters are never too cold, but when it happens you can see people taking lot of pictures everyway of all the white streets...
Yup! I hate winter but I love when it snows.
I was 15 in this picture and I always used to wear that horrible scarf... Don't know why!
The day I took this picture I skipped the school just to walk on that white carpet.

We should all start to live before we get old,
Fear is stupid, and so are regrets...
-Marilyn Monroe.